Thursday, October 17, 2013

Changes in Medicine: Not a Piece of Cake


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Medicines are a daily fact of life for me, and I know in that I'm not alone.  I'm always looking for a way to reduce the drugs that I do take when possible, since virtually all have some level of side effect or interaction with another of my medications.   However, I have learned the hard way that getting off a medicine can be as difficult as getting used to taking a new one to begin with.  I thought I would share my recent story and a few tips that I've learned to deal with any major medicine adjustment.
The backstory here: Recently, my neurologist and I decided it was time to decrease one of my medications.  This was a good thing. I take the medication to help the neurological symptoms that I have from Sjogren's.  It's an anti-seizure medication called Trileptal and helps control the pain and numbness that I have specifically in my trigeminal nerve.  It's not something that prevents my out of whack immune system from attacking itself, so if I can tolerate a lower dose I'm not putting myself at risk of a flare.
As with all medications, there were side effects especially when I first started taking the Trileptal. I felt foggy like I was sleep walking half the time. I eventually "adjusted," but my brain still only worked at a slower speed.  I felt a bit like the scarecrow from the Wizard of Oz wishing that "I only had a brain".  Well, that's not exactly true, but it did feel like I could feel the wheels creaking as the they turned in my head when I had to think hard about something. When autoimmune brain fog hit, the combination was particularly frustrating.   Still, the Trileptal was the best of the many seizure medications that I tried (and there were many) and feeling slow was the least of my problems at the time when I was having such severe, disabling neurological pain.
So fast forward over three years to this summer and it was finally time to try to decrease my dosage.  The medicine is in a tricky class of drugs since one of the risks with going down on anti-seizure medicines, even if you don't have a history of seizures, is that you can actually have one.
My doctor gave me the basic guidelines for how to go down; I thought I'd follow what he said and would hopefully be done with it in a few weeks. Suffice it to say, it didn't end up exactly like that. When I tried to half my dose as my neurologist suggested, I found myself with bad headaches everyday and unable to sleep.  What immediately became clear is that I needed to go down on this medication more gradually than the "average" person.  There was no risk to going down too slowly just to going down too fast.  If I haven't mentioned it before, I tend to be sensitive to medication generally and on many occasions find myself with the side effects that less than 10 percent of the population do. Lucky me!
At that point, I brought my pharmacist and internist into the conversation as well.  The pharmacist helped me figure out the lowest possible dose of the medication available and let me know that the pills were scored so they could be further broken down in smaller increments. Instead of going down by 300 mg or 150 mg at a time, it was actually feasible to go down by 75 mg at a time.  I have now been able to lower my dose by 75 percent and instead of it being a six week process as initially planned, it took me three months.  This is certainly an example where medicine is both art and science, and each patient might need a slightly different approach.  I was more concerned with having the least side effects possible than being off the medication as quickly as possible.  Here's a few of the quick lessons I learned through this process that will hopefully be helpful in the future.  

1) Discuss an overall strategy with your doctor.  Find out about withdrawal side effects with your doctor and, if there are any, which warrant a call to the office or a follow-up visit.  Some side effects of changing your medication might be unavoidable so make sure to ask if there is anything you can do to better manage them and know what to watch for.
2) Keep a daily log of your medication dosage and any side effects you might notice.  This can be especially useful when following up with your physician.
3) Consult your pharmacist.  Not surprisingly, pharmacists sometimes know more about the metabolism, pharmacology, and timing of medications than physicians.  (To me they seem to be underutilized resource in American healthcare.) My pharmacist has been an invaluable resource about drug interactions in the past.  Luckily, my pharmacist and neurologist had the same general recommendation for the maximum amount that I could lower my dose each week.
4) Keep your primary care doctor or internist involved in the conversation.  This is important even if you are working with a specialist.  Your primary care provider often sees you more and can help coordinate care and deal with any important issues or emergencies that might come up.
5) Do your own research about possible dosing of your medication. This can be especially useful if your doctor has not given you dosing options or you are struggling with side effects. Websites such as drugs.com can be helpful for this kind of information.
6) Don't be afraid to be your own advocate and speak up, call, or email your physician.  As a patient with chronic illness, I sometimes feel like a bother when I contact my doctors office.  But if your physician makes you feel like one, you probably might consider getting a new physician.  
7) Recognize that guidelines for medication dosing are simply that.  Some people are more sensitive to medications than others.  Because not everyone metabolizes drugs the same way, partnering with your doctor to develop an individualized approach to medication dosing can be important.

What have your experiences been with changing medications?  Please share your stories or add any tips to the list. 

Friday, October 11, 2013

Achieving My Goals...On the Football Field

Players Right  After the Snap

I have found that adaptability is a good trait to develop (if you aren't already blessed with it) when you have autoimmune disease.  I realize it's news to few of you but, for most of us, having a chronic illness means that you have much less control over your life.  How you feel varies on a day to day basis and making plans in advance can be futile.  

I have had to work on becoming adaptable.  It's not in my nature.  I like to set a goal, apply laser focus, and accomplish it within a specific timeframe.  If only life were still so simple now. Becoming adaptable has meant finding new interests or enjoying my previous hobbies in different ways.  I used to play sports, exercise, go to the gym.  These days exercising no longer means competitive sports or going for a run and pushing myself to the limit.  I'm lucky to exercise at all.

One channel I have found as a way to replace my enjoyment of participating in competitive sports has been to become an avid sports fan.  I used to enjoy the experience of attending sports games, but I didn't watch many games on TV.  In my new "autoimmune life," I decided that I would start watching football and "learn" the game.  I found that I actually grew to love watching and, as an added attraction, it was a great way for me to bond with my husband--a major football fan. 

To my surprise, I came to realize that football is a really complicated and intricate game.  It is one thing to get the basic gist of what's going on in the game and another to have a good grasp on the multitude of offensive and defensive plays. (I still have a long way to go.)  Understanding football became a project, one that I could do while lying on the couch. The excitement of the games often made me forget that I wasn't feeling well.

As my enjoyment of the game continued to grow over the last few years, I made attending a  NFL game in person a goal.  I wanted to watch my favorite team, the New York Giants. The catch was that I needed to be well enough to go to game.  

The last two months I've had some improvement in my autoimmune symptoms and this fall seemed like it could be my chance.  My husband and I got tickets to a game, keeping our fingers crossed that I would actually be able to make it. 

For a change, everything actually worked out.  The weather was perfect for me -- in the low 70s and cloudy, so I wasn't concerned about the sun causing a flare.  While I was disappointed that the Giants played dismally, there was excitement to just being there with 80,000 other people cheering and rooting.  I can't remember the last time that I've had that kind of experience.  A year ago, I couldn't have imagined being well enough to make the trip to the stadium, having the energy to sit through four hours of football, and contend with large crowds and lines.   

This experience certainly reminded me that while it's important to accept having a chronic illness and its limitations, it is just as important to celebrate those moments when I can tell autoimmune disease to take a back seat.  Now, hopefully, the Giants will turn their season around so I have something to look forward to watching this fall on Sunday afternoons!

Sunday, September 29, 2013

High Profile Sjogren's Patients Working Together

So great to see other patients working together.  I know for me personally having high profile patients such as Venus Williams talking about Sjogren's has made it much easier for me to explain the disease to others.  Venus helped professional soccer player, Stephen McPhail, get to a new doctor whose treatment helped prevent him from retiring.  He's back playing again.  Read More below:

Sheffield Wednesday: How tennis ace helped McPhail

Stephen McPhail on his Owls debut at Birmingham


Stephen McPhail’s career is back on track after his signing for the Owls - and Dave Jones is not the only one to whom he is grateful.

Tennis star Venus Williams helped him to ditch thoughts of retiring and cope with an incurable disease.

As if winning a three-month battle against lymphoma, a blood cancer, four years ago was not enough, McPhail still has Sjogren’s Syndrome, an immune-system disease.

Williams is the only other sports personality in the world who is known to suffer from it.

He takes up the story: “I didn’t hide the fact that I’d been diagnosed with lymphoma, I had three months’ treatment: radiotherapy and an operation, and played after that.
“I’m lucky enough to have been all clear of the lymphoma ever since; hopefully that will continue.”
His Sjogrens problem became public last year - with that, the body’s immune system attacks the salivary glands, which can cause various symptoms, and it is a condition related to the lymphoma.
“There no cure for the syndrome,” says McPhail. “It’s under control. I have treatment every six months for a day, in hospital. It doesn’t keep me out of training for more than a couple of days.”
Like him, tennis ace Williams has continued her career in spite of it. Says McPhail: “At my house the phone rang and she was on the other end of the line. It was strange to speak to such a superstar; I knew it was coming; my agent had put me wise to it. I spoke with her for more than an hour, just exchanging stories and talking about where we were the syndrome.
“I’ve had some texts and good-luck messages since then. We have both continued playing and enjoying life.
“She’s a super woman, so easy to talk to.”
At one point he had thought of quitting: “I had two months where I just couldn’t get to grips with it. I was breaking down all the time; I was ill, not myself. I lost maybe a stone in weight. I just felt crap.
“She (Venus) put me in touch a doctor in Los Angeles; I flew out there with the physio for a couple of weeks. He gave me a course of treatment that I’m still on.
“It’s calmed the syndrome down and given me the chance to lead a normal life, which is good.”